Anonymous asked: What keeps you going during these 2 years of separation?
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No one has ever asked me that but I’m actually glad that you did. Maybe if you would have met him, you would be able to more fully understand how things are playing out over these next two years. To start off, he’s unbelievable. He’s better than anything I could have ever imagined or even hoped for. I wish that I could begin to explain my all-encompassing love for him in a way that someone else would understand; but it’s impossible to say a thing exactly the way it is. Thinking about how our love has grown and continues to grow reminds me that all of this is worthwhile. The distance is worth it. He is worth it. I look forward to the day when we will be reunited in all of our glory: colliding and collapsing into one another with the fervor that comes after a long wait. And as the days pass, I only want him more and more earnestly and I know that this feeling isn’t one of fleeting. Because you can’t forget what it felt like to shake the hand of the boy, whom you’ve fallen hopelessly in love with, in that moment between leaving and left. And you sure can’t forget how just 14 months earlier you were kissing him for the first time; never expecting that he would be the person you now want to spend the rest of forever with.
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